January 2012
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A new thing this year.
I want to post almost every day with a deepest secret post… Something inside me that I usually only tell myself.
So here’s the first:
My biggest fear in life is to be rejected. To not be good enough. To be alone.
That is the greatest pain to me… and I worry I will always have that pain.
What do you do...
…when life goes in unexpected directions? You say, it’s life so it’s not unexpected! :)
I can’t say where I’ll end up at the end of 2012, but I can say that I am going to approach this year without abandon. I am going to make the best of every moment.
There’s a few roadblocks I’ve already encountered. But I’m going to take an alternate route on...
December 2011
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Uninstall Missing E?!
roguephoenix:
Yeah, I’ll get right on that. Let me give up beer, trans fats, and video games while I’m at it.
I second this motion and move to close…
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minorfour:
A Great Friend
Okay, so after feeling down all day yesterday, I get to Narita (JapaN) and one of my best friends video Skyped with me. It was like suddenly being grounded. I could express my frustrations to someone who listened, smiled, cared, and was real… and I felt so much better. Like a 1000+ percent better. In fact, I felt so much better that I literally passed out in my desk chair after the video...
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thegreendino replied to your post: Lonely Rant…
Maybe the best option right now is to get some medical vacation? Just an idea.. maybe it can help you get some time to think about all of this.
Thanks. I could use a vacation it’s true, but I can’t really afford to take an unpaid one nor do I medically really need one. I just was feeling lonely and down… Ultimately I had...
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Spell your name with bands :3 →
bearhuggr:
theheavyset:
aseasonofpoison:
unimpressedviking:
nowheretolaymyhead:
Shiny Toy Guns
All American Rejects
Linkin Park
Vitalic
At The Drive-In
Dirty Projectors
Otep
Red Hot Chili Pepers
Cults Armor For Sleep Klaxons Empire Of The Sun Shoreline Dream, A
P - Paramore H - hellogoodbye I - innerpartysystem L - La Roux I - Incubus P - Phoenix
Hercules and Love...
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wanderlustswede replied to your post: What I need…
If ever you are in San Antonio or Austin and need someone to hang out with just for fun, let me know. There are many places I’d be more than happy to take you. :) /bearhugs!
Sounds good! I get there every so often and would love a layover friend! I must admit that I’ve never actually toured either city and would love a guide! :)...
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What I need...
I just realized what I need. I need to hear someone’s voice. I need a connection that is real and not letters on a screen or spoken in a language I don’t understand. I need to know that I am not just some random someone among the multitudes. Going into work will help with that, but just barely.
I always come to the point of “why” should I need that. That’s the root...
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Lonely Rant...
If you want to read something incredibly boring and unimportant, then it is linked below (and is a long read). If you’d rather just read something fun and random, then check out one of my reblogs somewhere. :) Anyway, here goes…
I’m feeling incredibly down at the moment. I really shouldn’t as I have nothing to feel down about. However, I do. It’s one of those...
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