November 2011
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Wish me luck...
I just either made the biggest, boldest move of my life, or the most pathetic one. Perhaps both. Time will tell.
I wrote Joe an email to try and reconcile…
My heart tells me it was the right move. My mind tells me it’s an awful risk… I think both are correct.
Hope.. Temptress. Motivator. Illusionist. Matchmaker.
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Thoughts whilst I wait in an airport...
I have a video I need to post, but my phone is being disagreeable. So I’ll post it tonight or tomorrow from SLC.
I’ll be in Detroit on Saturday night. Anyone want to hang out? :-)
I love Halloween! I brought candy to eat while on the flight!!! Starburst and Reese’s!
Today’s the last day of October which is Breast Cancer Awareness Month! Thanks to everyone who...
October 2011
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An Empty Shell
My day is not going well. It’s not as bad as last Monday (which is one of the worst in my life), but compared to a normal day, it’s not great.
Nothing awful has happened. I just broke down and had a panic attack. This stupid breakup is affecting me more than I want it to.
I keep coming across songs, movies, clothing, etc., that ALL have something to do with him. How do I combat that?...
Good morning gentle readers!
Today is All Hallows Eve! Yay! My favorite holiday of the year!
I will spend most of my day in an airplane traveling to Salt Lake City, Utah where I will spend a good portion of my next few weeks for work.
I’m feeling a bit better today. Not so blah, but still somewhat so. Once I get out to SLC, I’ll be able to relax a little more. This whole morning,...
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Okay, after posting my not-well-done video of “me” that got truncated, I think I shall head to bed. Note, I accept hugs at all times of day and night from pretty much anyone! Later all…
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WatchOkay, I taped this earlier tonight and the ending got cut off thanks to iPhone shenanigans… Essentially I was going to finish up by stating that my migraine this past Friday was not bad at all especially compared to last Friday. Hopefully they stay gone for a while. Anywho, thanks for watching gentle viewers and until next time… :-)
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Grr...
Why do I reread texts and emails that I know are going to just make me breakdown and cry. Every. Single. Time.!?!?
It’s not like they are going to change… It’s not like suddenly I’m going to have some epiphany… It’s just a clear and present reminder of rejection.
I should just stay away, but I can’t. It’s too painful to stay away from them, and too...
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I must be depressed. I’ve sunk to a new low… I’m listening to Britney… and not even the good albums. Help!
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Positivity thought of the day...
I’m actually fairly handsome. I like the way I look. Sometimes I feel down on myself, but more often than not, I’m happy with myself. I rock! :)
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I hate homework… If I have to study one more Supreme Court case today I think I’M going to rule them all Unconstitutional and just be done with it… Thank you.
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I guess I still have a bit more emo to express...
I’m finding on the whole I’ve been able to keep myself together and not get consumed by the breakup after those first few days. However, there are those moments where I want to breakdown and call him. I couldn’t figure out why those particular moments made a difference. Why can I keep it together most moments, but randomly (when I’m really excited or see something neat or...
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Okay, so today has been more of a “blah” day thus far.
I had a good time at the Halloween party last night. It was a much needed social outing after this past week from absolute Hell.
However, I’m feeling very lonely today. This is usually where I’d want to cuddle up and kiss with my significant other. Alas, I don’t have that option (as I don’t have a...
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WatchI’m a singing fool…
Sorry…
♩ ♪ ♫ ♬ ♭ ♮ ♯
:-)
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Oddly enough, this song doesn’t make me...
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My Favorite Animal
This could have been written by me… Alas it’s an email forward I received from my Mom about a kid’s favorite animal. Enjoy! :)
Our teacher asked us what our favorite animal was, and I said, “Fried chicken..” She said I wasn’t funny, but she couldn’t have been right, because everyone else in the class laughed. My parents told me to always be truthful and...
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Night Terrors...
I don’t like waking up to them. I don’t like having them. I don’t like them…
It had been so long, before this week anyway, since I had one that I thought I might actually have been past them…
Harumpf… :(
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WatchHeres my first foray into video blogging… Let me know what you think! :-)
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I guess it didn't take that long...
I’ve been back working in Michigan long enough for “pop” to reenter my vocabulary and not sound odd…
I’m sure I’ll still say “soda” from time to time though.
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So of my 12 or so friends on FourSquare, I’m numero uno!!! :) I need more FourSquare friends to compete against!
I am avoiding homework this afternoon, though I will get to it eventually. I am SO ready to finally gradumacate with my Bachelor’s degree that I can taste it. Or maybe that’s the Twinkies I just ate for the first time in years… Yum!
I’ve decided that...
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